...not a curse.
But with every gift, we can be selfish with it.
Here is a good, short article on introverts in the church:
https://ftc.gospel.io/resource-library/blog-entries/introverts-in-the-dearest-place-on-earth
Here is a good book, if you want to dig in deeper. I do not agree with everything he says or the reasoning behind it, but it was encouraging to see an introvert's role with God's people:
Introverts in the Church
